Paintings

It is not easy for me to start a painting, has never been. I realized about that struggle recently, so now I try to trick myself by starting with any meaningless little thing, like a new technique that I saw or to try a new colour that I bought or just painting what is in my desk or what I am drinking... so I can warm up, then I notice that by getting warmed up I start getting focus on what I want to do. That translates in layers and layers of painting. Each layer is an answer until I find the answer I think I am looking for. Something like that.